Paul Webster

Student

Programming and Esoteric Thought

Paul is a 30 something young man from North Carolina living in a 1 bedroom apartment, on the upper west side in New York City. He is a student of programming and esoteric thought, seeking the melding point of technology and spirituality.

Skills and Capabilities

• Overthinking any situation
• Putting people on a pedestal they have done nothing to deserve
• Blaming said person for not living up to my impossible and unspoken expectations
• Realizing what I've done and falling on my sword in abject appology to an unmoved listener.
• Try to do better the next time.

All joking aside, below will be found some very imortant values and ideals for me and my life experience.

• My Values
  • Forgiveness
  • Accountability
  • Compassion
  • Empathy
  • Personal Responsibility
• My Ethics
  • We are all experiencing our own, subjective interpretations of reality, and need to be mindful of such.
  • Stay in your lane, you cannot understand the path and life of another unless you have lived it yourself, and either way, you cannot force another to adopt your own experience as theirs, as such, focus your attention on how to improve your experience, something you can actively affect.
  • We each experience our reality, and through it the divine, as projections of our own inner struggles onto the world around us. Meaning we each interact with a mixture of objective reality and subjective interpretation of that reality through our senses. The true measure of one who has gained wisdom, is the ability to recognize the difference between the two. In so doing, the projections revealed for what they are, return to our minds in a manner we can process and release, slowly revealing the world to us as it is.
  • Our instinct to project our internal world onto the world around us is not always a bad thing, but it always exists as a point of vulnerability. See the "Home, loosing it, and reclaiming it" When possible, we should reclaim the mental energy spent on projection when recognized unless:
    • It is providing a necessary service towards healing or survival
    • It exists in such a fashion that it cannot be taken, destroyed, or lost
    • It is something we have attached spiritual importance to permenance and whose vulnerability is non-existent or accepted

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More Information

• Art and Design Work
• Esoteric Work
• Unfinished Work

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